There will probably be a couple more posts following this one for today. I've got a lot to tell ya. First of all, I hope all of you are doing well. My posts have been scattered since I've been back home, 'cause work is no joke. (What've I done?!) When I was traveling the country, it seems I had more time to chat with y'all. But since work is right here and most times 10 hours a day mostly on my feet; shoot all I ever want to do when I get home is take a long hot bath or shower and get to bed to do it all over again the next day. I don't eat much anymore. I'm still mildly exercising (has had two injections in the knees since we talked last).
Yep I do get off days -- like the one I have today, but usually there's so much to do – that my day goes by quickly and I'm back at the WORK routine again. I haven't had much time in the studio either. I started a few production pieces which are STILL incomplete. As far as my writing, I try to write everyday (my moto q comes in handy for this task!) and transfer data back to my PC.
My job on the road was very different from here at home. The stress level can be raised if I let it. Have you ever been surprised as to why people still have jobs? I feel that way with some of my subordinates. I don't get it! How did they slip by all these years? Sometimes I wonder what my mission is. Was I put in to be the fixer-upper? Is this why everything happened so fast? It's a challenge but definitely one I can handle.
However, the biggest question is do I really want to, especially with having to come in and deal with and/or fix the work environment I'm so NOT used to. My creative side is YEARNING to steal the 'project managerial' side of me. My creative side wants and needs attention. Studio's a calling; my writing is always in my head. I have ideas and wonders of making music and completing a book or finding more clientele for commercials, radio spots, and other production means. It never ends.
Because of my work ethic, I know I must carefully do the right thing. Honestly as it consumes me, I feel obligated to assist in the development of the people I work with and train them to their fullest potential -- only because when they are successful, we all are successful. But it concerns me at how they got by so long hanging on by a paper string. Woe is me!
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